So, the world keeps spinning. And than!?!
I remember Dan Millmans words back when I red his "Peaceful Warrior-Books",,, How he fell back to "normal life" and lost his spirit now and than (if I remember right?). Well, I think I'm in one of those gaps right now!!!
Maybe I can reach a few of you souls out there, who wanna join a ride out in the blue, maybe to the Pleiades.
ha ha... No, I was planning to dig a bit in the emptiness that a city like London really offer. I know, there's good things everywhere and if you really do search, you will find very bright spirits everywhere, all over the globe. And I really had a good time here, there's a lot to do, and a lot to do when it comes to supporting people who feel lost and depressed. Well, I heard on the news today that more people than ever are leaving the country for good, so I'm not alone, ha ha!!
For some reasons though, I ended up living in a lifestyle (again) where no one seem to share my deeper thoughts.
Mostly people who thrive for the money/education -goal and younger people who of course love party and sex. I love all the people around me, but there is this "thing" that keeps on coming over me in my life: I run away from my "mission", from my spirit, and I get lost for a while.
How many times have I not already realised how empty everything is in this "fake-life":
I walk through central London and I can really feel the atmosphere, I can almost smell it, the "competition"... The race that people seem to be a part of. Everybody is running towards nothing, or should we say "material orgasm". Work, educate, make money, show your friends that you succeeded, do everything you have to do, like buying that car or that flat, get children, buy that particular jacket or lap-top, meet in the bar, have the right top, suit, pay the drinks, be like everybody else, look for someone to shag and most of all,,, hide your feelings and pretend that you're happy and that you love your partner, your friends, your job and life. People measure happiness with material success instead of love, friends and spiritual joy...
Wow,, well I'm not trying to be negative here,,, it's just the vibes that I feel in a stressy money-city like London.
I know, there's a meaning with everything, so I am very thankful for the time here in London, but I think and I can feel that now is the time for other missions in my life.
I feel very strongly what to do, so here we go... Will be a big and tuff "ride" to the next level, but I'm doing it!
Love
DL